SwY-003 Show me where it hurts . . .
Updated: Mar 1, 2020
Hola! It's me again. I had the wonderful opportunity to go minister close to Charleston, SC. over this past weekend. I had the chance to minister to a precious lady while I was there whom I'll call Abigail. Even though she has done deliverance before and cut soul bonds dealing with soul fragments was new to her (as it is too many people). Abigail didn't take long to get flowing in the deliverance process. I wanted to take a little time to continue my 'Sit with Yah' (SwY) series where I evaluate or share some aspect of the deliverance process. I think this will help many of you. I pray so.
At first Abigail wasn't sensing too much as we prayed, cut more soul bonds, said renunciation prayers, and such. We had to start going through the motions by faith since there were no outright manifestations. Just because you don't outwardly see something going on doesn't mean there isn't anything happening - and vice versa. Just because somebody is manifesting loudly doesn't make it a more productive deliverance. Just remember, you are unique just like everybody else (sorry I couldn't resist).
While we are doing this I'm asking Abigail questions and I didn't catch it right away but there was a topic she was shying away from. We continued and I was explaining her about how the soul fragments can be in us, what she may experience, and that if she starts analyzing and doesn't step out in faith we won't be able to get anywhere.
Well thankfully she complied completely and the Ruach haKodesh / Holy Spirit showed us some soul fragments that were there that we were able to send to Yeshua. We pulled up one soul fragment and then that one was able to find some others that were there. Some ministries would call this 'Bloodline Cleansing' since these were relatives that we were pulling up. Some of the soul fragments were confused as to what was going on and where they were. But they found their comfort in Yeshua/Jesus so I was thankful for that. I was able to discern a rat demon so we got rid of that one. I believe he was there to steal and 'eat' her blessings. We had to stop but we continued the next day.
The next day again the Ruach haKodesh / Holy Spirit was able to show us some more relatives - grandma, and her sisters, and a grandchild. All of these people were related to Abigail and she was quite perplexed about how the soul fragments got in. I, myself, believe everybody needs deliverance because of the numbers of soul fragments that we cleanse from the bloodline of a large majority clients.
In any case, while cleaning the soul fragments was a good thing, as that will cause a person to be less 'fragmented', we both knew that there were some demons that needed to be removed. When we started talking more about Abigail's oppression it came out that regret, rejection, fear, and others were definitely there. So I pulled up the Spirit of Regret she Abigail knew herself she was battling this. Regret said Abigail wanted him - that she was dwelling on what caused the regret allowing demon to stay. So we had Abigail renounce Regret, Depression, Fear, etc. The demon wouldn't go no matter how much the angels beat up on him. The demon of Regret had a legal right to stay - regardless of the generic prayer to release all of her heart parts to Yeshua.
So we talked some more. Again, the topic that was mentioned the day earlier came up briefly but it left as fast as it came. We both knew that her regret had to be dealt with. The fear of the pain and dealing with her wounding (she was dwelling on it but that's not necessarily redemptive) had immobilized her from moving forward. There was a specific time in her life that kept haunting her - and in this case it involved a specific person. She couldn't run from it anymore if she wanted to be healed. After all she had no doubts whatsoever that deliverance ministry worked but now she had to apply the process to herself . . . where it hurt the most.
Sometimes generic prayers work . . . and sometimes they don't. We had broken the soul bond with the person that was connected to her regret and had did the renunciations. But a recent event had happened which allowed the demon of Regret open up this wound again to cause turmoil in her life. Something more specific had to be dealt with.
Abigail agreed. She was ready to face her demon . . . literally. Actually it was more of the point of pain that Yeshua hadn't healed that allowed the demon to stay. It's kind of like if we get a wound that gets infected, that infection can get infested with maggots or other critters that will feed off of that wound. Demons feed off of emotional wounds - among other things.
So we were able to pull up a 24-year old Abigail heart part/D.I.D. that was holding onto the regret - due to a particular circumstance in her life. A decision that she made that set a course for her life. She always wondered 'what if'. That time also caused her to be angry at Yah/God even though it was by her own decisions - a fact that she came to realize later.
Surprisingly, the Abigail heart part was able to go to Yeshua/Jesus fairly quickly. She needed some coaxing and encouragement. We sent the Abigail heart part to Yeshua/Jesus so He could mend her heart back together. It was beautiful. She was now at peace - that part of her heart that was holding onto the woundings.
Now, it was time for the demon of Regret. He came up and knew he had no legal rights to stay. There was a little fight but nothing like the night before. I pushed the demon out but I wasn't sure if it left. Abigail said she wasn't sure herself since she doesn't manifest so much.
I had her think about that time in her life when she had the regret, when she was 24 year old, to see if it caused her anymore emotional pain. And guess what? You know. There was no more emotional pain. She noticed the difference. The wound was healed and the demon of Regret was sent to the Pit.
Abigail knows there may be more deliverance that is needed but this was HUGE for her.
Psa 40:16 Let all those who seek You Rejoice and be glad in You; Let those who love Your deliverance always say, “יהוה be exalted!” 17 But I am poor and needy; Let יהוה think upon me. You are my help and my deliverer; O my Elohim, do not delay!
It's not easy to deal with some of our problems I admit but that's what we have to overcome to truly have the freedom that Yeshua offers. I'm sure He would like to take care of it for us but there are some things even He can't do for us. As Franklin D. Roosevelt said and it really comes down to this 'The only thing we have to fear is fear itself'. I can't say it any better than that. We all have to deal with it. Don't let it keep you from obtaining the blessings & destiny that He has for you.
Isa 41:10 Do not fear, for I am with you. Do not look around, for I am your Elohim. I shall fortify you, I shall also help you, I shall also uphold you with the right hand of My righteousness.’
2Ti 1:7 For Elohim has not given us a spirit of cowardice, but of power and of love and of self-control.
1Jn 4:18 There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear, because fear holds punishment, and he who fears has not been made perfect in love.
Wanting His Character, Peace, and Blessings for YOU! -Noe